It's weird. I keep thinking that I'm falling back into depression, but at the same time, how I feel these days? What it really reminds me of is the period of time when I was on antidepressants.

Either way, the bottom line is that I've detached. It frightens me a little how abruptly I shut off. I didn't think I had it in me anymore to close everything down like that.

I wish I knew how to turn things back on.